WHY..........

the sadness came and haunted me

and why would that be

this is stupid. its total stupid

why am i supposed to be sad

why must i followed and feel the sadness

please! be away from me !

i hate to be like this...

this is total bullshytt

you are nothing to me in fact

instead of i kept in my thought 

that you re the finest one, the better one, the charming one

but all of that was my mind's playground

i would'nt or shouldnt be like this

Oh my.....

i hate myself

for being sucha stupid

~ not very happy